No more shall we be together. I want her appart and far. I killed my desire on the road to enlightment. When she cries there's discomfort, when she stares there's sadness. I can't recall the last time i got upset but that situation diserved it. My violence is anonymous, bombs over the masses, propaganda over the wires. Binary queen, the revolution came and killed you.
There'll be sorrow, there'll be pain, automn will come and ignate the corporate Jihad again. She'll leave with anger and may be right but i can afford the luxury not to care.
Xalan works now on Piotr and Thiago. I'll transform more data later. I'll incorporate Tidy in this dream team alongside perl. What is he talking about ? The Lord shines my path, Benways helps with some transports. Grey matter, atomic meter, social commuter, not afraid of numbers. Coffee and cigarettes, my machines, my feed and my load, we're fine now.
I was too sick to sleep that night, throw-up a few times the acid fluid you get down your throat when you're scared of the invisible. Giving up the ghost.
Benway told me about Hassan and gave me a key to a door i've been banging my head on. You hope it's not too late, i'll try a latte.
Hurricane take Gods, no mujaidins for this kind of operations. Pure weather pornography for us. Rejoice. Downtime. End of terms. Policy off faith. Wrath of God.
Send my regards to God, I'll be early. The maths are dead and i hate the physics. There's only Marja and Benway keeping me on earth. I eat all the time. Lord, i'm a sinner and i've been taught not to repent.
She was going to leave and i left her.
The automn has arrived and i'm already depressed. It grows on me. I want my diploma and some rest. I lost 3 weeks of work and 3 days of uptime but found a 21 MB file full of spam someone was trying to send through my doors. Lord, i'm a wanker but i can't get an erection. I'm better off alone in the gutter. Arvin, Joseph and Habib are on their way. That'll be christmess. I could commit but i'd rather kill someone first.
iBlob full of pixels, i party i didn't enjoy. I fake it for the sake of us. Marja stands still, alone too and there's just Lyla and Hannah having fun. Psycho candy, please hurt me maybe, i know the ocean, it is sour, i know the street, i gets better. Giving up the ghost.
I lost, you list. Dinner deal, opera begins and fades away. Master never calls back though he pretend he can help. Mind hacks. Osama goes undercover, media hype, weatherman, fisherman's brother, vectors. Difficult russian message.
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High on Tk back from the blog, i get high on coco. Phyysio-candy, gain weight, used steroids, next time it'll be torid. Rack it up, pack it in, let me begin. Dental surgery, plastic gear solid. Nuke'them all.
Duke, Lord, i am the invader. Ten weak years, am i any wise or shall i just stay the fuck on IRC ? I'm parallax decoy, made to destroy. I've grabbed a few thousand e-mail addresses in order to spam or at least spawn child process. That special someone, high on the wire, waiting to hire, induce the fire lighter. Duke it out in NY, tourist level, decay conjonction, i want it massive, mo'chemicals, higher, Bobby Gillepsy, who's on nacro, who's on profit ?
Bang bang, knock at the door, same september, more secrets, more power. I crack the throne, lead the forces, double router, three firewalls, who can trace me, hub in the jungle, pass the massive, he's on erection, später tragic, she's a deception. Mengele, southern cross, proud of tracks, off the record, synthetic high, again, legs are shaking, backdoor open, infuse refuse, later the transport.
Stones in blood, Bobby Gillespy, Shahin Shadfar, Waldoz, Hossan Hassan, same spell, different attitudes. What did you expect in the first place ? I hate to move, stay inside, game on, rapid slashes, kill all hippies and yankees, we'll venge and pent. One week, another diploma, another lifestyle, free taxes, pension of hurt, decay of splurge.
Offshore, off line, fake static, more back-ups, resiliation prospect. She will be blond, crazy in the attic, white trash, nationwise naked. For you, to justify my love. I invest in namespaces, XPath, XSLT, next XSL-FO and DBI. I hurt him and leave his cold body. I wanted shine, the opera, the kingdom. Who can't you fake ?
He said I have many euros
but they left me along the
terrace with half of non decent income. Who's willing to try ?
I was second then first. The pain and then the relief. Diploma
virtually in pocket, past that day, i am a productive agent.
XSLT keeps growing on me. Perl make you think you're smarter
than the rest, XSLT lets you think you're a master of
something.
I've understood the binary scheme. I'll try to trigger and activate in order to evaluate their motivation. Logitech G5 mouse for Piotr, Apple mighty mouse for Thiago. Let there be life and jihad. Wasted buy I more computer science books. I'll need to get back to school or, at least, find a way to get yet another diploma. Maybe I'll ask Bob.
Suckers never play me but i believe the hype until i try. Rebel with a pause. I must be pretty retard, socially and brainiacs, i ordered Brain Hacks. If i understand what the sad bastard is saying, the pig will be fatter next year. Anyway, i am now ready for the Opera.
I have remose and regrets.