It doesn't matter, anyway, stuck inside the not-being with the mecca blues again. I still have that weird english echo in the brain when i speak or listen to french and it's getting pretty evil. It grows on me and i can't stop it. In the end, we're all alone.

That world was full of spammers, one of the many kinds of abusers who dwell around me, and it keeps spinning, it's not going to stop, i have failed, i don't ask for another chance, i want to leave at war, in the greedy bless of any foreigner's god, may there be nothing else, it doesn't matter anymore.

My sin of the season must have been vanity. The clock and the cell i asked for were consequences of something that never will be, not this year at least. In vain i tried and the blame is on me, and it's shadow tears a dark cloud against my hope for relief.

The inner echo is just another sign in a long string. They all want me to knock again at the door next year. One doctor had a past exemple similar to me.

I remember when watching defrag on the wintel box was fantastic, like staring at the fire. It gets pretty boring these days. Hopefully my main computer doesn't and never has had such attractions. It is 8 years old and still doing really well.

Holly smoke. Should have proceeded earlier. Higher taxes, my true benefit. I wanted to quit. A gun pointing in my throat. It smells like relief. Spain or Belgium. I'll buy some legitimate ones. A few, hoping they are the last. I'm too weak to make it to the other side.

You can't count on me, the weather gets cold and i stick to my slaveplan. The seventh seal, the metal, i let you drown in pixels and it doesn't feel like home. I was a carpenter and a soldier to the unknown, i wasn't stable and my days ran short.

The depth charge is overhelming. It induces changes in the way we operate. We get directions to cancel and wait but we are eager to let that wind blow harder anytime we wake up.

Being entitled to. Faking stillness. We killed more americans. One said they were innocent but they never are. Any revolution would improve the situation. We used to be dummies before we were aware. I'll hurt myself yesterday.

I shall live where churches don't grow. Wait for me on the other side while i break the code. Fith world flagship. Revenge to covert operations in south america. I found a girl or she found me, she walks the abstract world. She comes from the nasty side of the ocean, but she's so sound and caring, it's hard not to notice.