Your life turns worthless when you spend more time justifying than doing. I presented them with vectors but they were expecting safe dirty pixels, the paper world is an unknown continent to me, with databases and object orientated programing, it takes the scare and publish it.	It's a vain persuit, i only love the cities and goes to the countryside to be alone and face my ego. Emptyness is a cloth you wear, a place you're near, where are the large avenues relate to any corners, nothing to loose, templates of economical being, temples of religious negationism	Scale down geometry to a passive move afterward the wise schedule, i bet you were on the outside when the clock rang, one size fits no one, you bet in silence for slugs on benchmarks, there is nobody to do it, fake blood samples without credit, underneath there is anti depressing pills for you, it's just another round and it sucks.
Desert wings, reach no shelter, season to scrap, chemicals pace treaty, i watch Zhivago but feel more like Strelnikov, dark train, arbituary force, focused will. Resonator aftermath, desert or tundra, russion revolution in the oasis, makes more sense and feels like being historically late, no romantism to republic unless roman, her pictures in Italy, void now.	Sanctuary of crashed cars, i don't have a driving license. Respect for sale after christmass in chains, people are dying of lack, and i focus on the not being as a mantra. The other weak, i dreamt holding her hands at the exact place i would dive now. The closer, the more you ignore. There's this climate, the popular request for peace, i disagree.	I try to learn from the stranger, guessing he's a citizen from national statistics, odds and evens against me, trashed out memory and don't give a grain of salt. Who can i stand for not to forgive ? Dark room, celestian nightmares, narrow casted to the so called angels in fake suits. Chemical identities supposed to be you, let them eat thoughts and dreams.
You suffer from angst and feed yourslef with pills, it turns out it's a dead end, planting seeds in concrete, bad ideas escalate in rows, jealous of any of you if i was even a second class citizen, i understand victims who left me, their pity for me wasn't justified, anonymous ussr would be more suitable, giving up your ghost and embrace it's reallity.	I dream of love but i never quality. It has to do with my lack of intrest in the outside world, not the missrespect to any of you. Equality is not human. Create and let the tide destroy your tiny blocks of sand and salt. Chimes away, beyound the tundra, hell is around the circle and the directions are random	Went there for protocol and then being abdudcted by chemical sleep or something alike to prevent me from standing stable and staying awake. Some sort of un-god holds the remote and put to trash life as it was meant when they will your temples and build real love affairs ministry. There's nobody for me and they feel righ about my endless repression.